Today I woke up
not feeling so well. I take a number of medications to keep me from going into
organ rejection. My issue is pretty much on going because I will be on the medications
for the rest of my life. Some of the medications have ruined my back, and given
me terrible stomach pain that is often unbearable every single day, but by no
mean is this a pity party, but an account of will and drive. I find ways to smile which makes things a lot easier then I do some self fulfilling prophecy, and tell myself nothing will block me from my goals and there will be no obstacles that stand in the way of my happiness. Have you ever heard the saying "Showing up is 75% of the battle," well I believe showing up is 90% of the battle. By adopting this train of thought I have conditioned my mind and body to obey the commands of nature, and that is to get in motion.
